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		<title>Glastonbury picks</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 12 Jun 2011 13:16:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I’ve gone through — roughly — 3/4s (that’s when I really, really had enough!) of this year’s Glastonbury line up looking for videos of each band and noting down those that might be interesting. Not ’cause I want to see &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/06/12/glastonbury-picks/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I’ve gone through — roughly — 3/4s (that’s when I really, really had enough!) of this year’s Glastonbury line up looking for videos of each band and noting down those that might be interesting. Not ’cause I want to see all of them — I doubt I’ll make more than 5–10 before I am fed up — but more to discover new things. At first I’d considered dropping all too famous names, but then, after all, included better known ones too. In the end this post is really only what I’d like to catch, with only a few maybe ones left in [further down]. I’ll keep the really long list for my own reference. LOADS of videos below. Might take a while to load.  Slight warning … it’s quite eclectic, but that’s also quite representative of my interests? :]</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>The Brandt Brauer Frick Ensemble</strong></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pV8-Ybi2aY">www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pV8-Ybi2aY</a></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWDwFCjh-5k">www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWDwFCjh-5k</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>DJ Shadow</strong></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQibn8J9TzU">www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQibn8J9TzU</a></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ld_tF1AXqs">www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ld_tF1AXqs</a></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7rZGZLbsLs">www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7rZGZLbsLs</a></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GHmhI2dGJg">www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GHmhI2dGJg</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>The Eels</strong></p>
<p>So hard a choice with these. Given the changing line-up, all the different re-interpretations of songs … went for live versions more than studio. The second one here is probably my favourite concert moment ever. Bad quality but give it a go, or jump to around 2:10 and then 4:45 on, again to see what I mean. Third one to illustrate their often surprising cover versions.</p>
<p><object width="640" height="505"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nofu9pu58Go?version=3"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Nofu9pu58Go?version=3" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" height="505" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tK81WNnHTE4">www.youtube.com/watch?v=tK81WNnHTE4</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIeqZ3qPFWs">www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIeqZ3qPFWs</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kDzEcCF5cI">www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kDzEcCF5cI</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Queens of the Stone Age</strong></p>
<p>Do I even … oh well, for completion’s sake.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wTxqHbJOzg">www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wTxqHbJOzg</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srNmb01mMxw">www.youtube.com/watch?v=srNmb01mMxw</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGRqnNEOpe0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGRqnNEOpe0</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5GrSPUAj4E">www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5GrSPUAj4E</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Hidden Orchestra</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3ppF0evyH0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3ppF0evyH0</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_stgv4jSnNE">www.youtube.com/watch?v=_stgv4jSnNE</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ull3e5rCt-g">www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ull3e5rCt-g</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdgh5uXdWY0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdgh5uXdWY0</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong><em>Everything from here on is a “maybe”.</em></strong></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Little Dragon</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yedD4JsZyT0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=yedD4JsZyT0</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmP2ULBJGYQ">www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmP2ULBJGYQ</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Nicolas Jaar</strong></p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFAEYWQl1eM">www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFAEYWQl1eM</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Cocoon</strong></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">http://vimeo.com/18092408</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>The Kills</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgpOV-wc9i8">www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgpOV-wc9i8</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_HwPCiK7bio">www.youtube.com/watch?v=_HwPCiK7bio</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3fZP7QC4PE">www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3fZP7QC4PE</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Heliocentrics with Mulatu</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlGmjXxnGgM">www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlGmjXxnGgM</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1d4DjqJCjs">www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1d4DjqJCjs</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFblAArMivU">www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFblAArMivU</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Dengue Fever</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gty6a6_kO-0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gty6a6_kO-0</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcdgLclFWOU">www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcdgLclFWOU</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQYOGkCk2DA">www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQYOGkCk2DA</a></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>Jah Wobble &amp; the Nippon Dub Ensemble</strong></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2JpqvwuGYM">www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2JpqvwuGYM</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UwpQfKWj0U">www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UwpQfKWj0U</a></p>
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		<title>Photographing Poets</title>
		<link>http://www.confession-box.org/2011/04/30/photographing-poets/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 30 Apr 2011 12:15:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My new hobby! The rest of the photos in the corresponding new gallery.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/IMGP9373.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9373.jpg' alt='IMGP9373' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/IMGP9384.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9384.jpg' alt='IMGP9384' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/IMGP9392.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9392.jpg' alt='IMGP9392' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/IMGP9444.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/March 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9444.jpg' alt='IMGP9444' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/IMGP9596.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9596.jpg' alt='IMGP9596' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/IMGP9638.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9638.jpg' alt='IMGP9638' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/IMGP9618.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9618.jpg' alt='IMGP9618' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-left' /></a><a class="shutterset_" href='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/IMGP9649.jpg' title=''><img src='http://www.confession-box.org//wp-content/gallery/People/Poets/Studio Liverpool/April 2011/thumbs/thumbs_IMGP9649.jpg' alt='IMGP9649' class='ngg-singlepic ngg-none' /></a></p>
<p>My new hobby! The rest of the photos in the corresponding new <a href="http://www.confession-box.org/gallery/people/poets/studio-liverpool/">gallery</a>.</p>
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		<title>Amaryllis 2011</title>
		<link>http://www.confession-box.org/2011/03/20/amarylis-2011/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2011 22:34:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My amaryllis — that has moved alongside me to Belgium, Sweden and the UK — is flowering again. It has done, on a yearly basis. As all the years before it has sprouted two sets of flowers; I assume it &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/03/20/amarylis-2011/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My amaryllis — that has moved alongside me to Belgium, Sweden and the UK — is flowering again. It has done, on a yearly basis. As all the years before it has sprouted two sets of flowers; I assume it is a twin. The thing though — it’s getting larger and larger each year. This time the larger of the two flower stems is <strong>91 cm</strong> from base to top. That’s more than half my size! I had to climb on the (rickety) table and even then, with a wide angle lens needed to do an overhead shot, the back of the camera touching the ceiling. I’d hoped both sets of flowers would bloom at the same time, but — well one of the two had already withered before the other opened.</p>
<div id="attachment_1046" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 610px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9352.jpg" title="Top down"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9352.jpg" alt="Top down" title="Top down" width="600" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1046" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Top down view</p></div>
<div id="attachment_1047" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9355.jpg" title="Flower"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9355.jpg" alt="Flower" title="Flower" width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-1047" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text"> </p></div>
<div id="attachment_1048" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9354.jpg" title="Side view"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9354.jpg" alt="Side view" title="Side view" width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-1048" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Side view</p></div>
<div id="attachment_1049" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9353.jpg" title="Mutated"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/IMGP9353.jpg" alt="Mutated" title="Mutated" width="401" height="600" class="size-full wp-image-1049" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Mutated younger sibling</p></div>
<p>And, for the first time, the younger sibling is about to flower. I don’t know what colour this one is. But it’s the oddest amaryllis I’ve ever seen; it just sprouts leaves all over.</p>
<p>Finally — here’s a panorama from a foggy day (that would have benefited of more, much more, photos adding vertical height).</p>
<div id="attachment_1050" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 4090px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/pano.jpg" title="Fog"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/pano.jpg" alt="Fog" title="Fog" width="4080" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1050" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Fog</p></div>
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		<title>More from youtube wonder musicland: faireset</title>
		<link>http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/22/more-from-youtube-wonder-musicland-faireset/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 22 Jan 2011 18:27:57 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Following up from previous posts — here’s another wonderful multi-instrumentalist. Faireset, from France, collaborates with singers and other musicians via the internet; and produces videoart to go along. Won’t say much more, but will start with a Jack Conte (of &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/22/more-from-youtube-wonder-musicland-faireset/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Following up from previous posts — here’s another wonderful multi-instrumentalist. Faireset, from France, collaborates with singers and other musicians via the internet; and produces videoart to go along. Won’t say much more, but will start with a Jack Conte (of Pomplamoose, mentioned previously) Cover, followed by a few original songs by faireset.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jTriU_dfTY">www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jTriU_dfTY</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4s0jzIZgF0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4s0jzIZgF0</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3ETqw15tMc">www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3ETqw15tMc</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkHHUisgOs4">www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkHHUisgOs4</a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlZo1yHI1DY">www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlZo1yHI1DY</a></p>
<p>Faireset also does have a quite wonderful sense of humour — so do check out <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/faireset">his channel</a>.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfOWl1Yuz3c">www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfOWl1Yuz3c</a></p>
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		<title>A night out with Antony Gormley</title>
		<link>http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/05/a-night-out-with-antony-gormley/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 Jan 2011 20:14:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So then, while flatmate, couch-surfer and CT were at judo last night, I went to Crosby Beach and spent about two hours there.1. As visible in the entry just before this one I now have an external flash for my &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/05/a-night-out-with-antony-gormley/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So then, while flatmate, couch-surfer and CT were at judo last night, I went to Crosby Beach and spent about two hours there.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/05/a-night-out-with-antony-gormley/#footnote_0_981" id="identifier_0_981" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="For those that don&#039;t know: Crosby Beach features an installation by Antony Gormley - Another Place (links to wikipedia) - composed of 100 bronze figures facing and, depending on the tide, vanishing in the ocean. ">1</a></sup>. As visible in <a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/02/merrys-gone-round/">the entry</a> just before this one I now have an external flash for my camera. My father donated the one he bought many many years ago to me as he’s now using a compact digital with no hot shoe. It’s a manual flash — that is, the only communication between camera and flash is that release of shutter and firing of flash is synchronized. I have to manually set up the power of the flash light depending on distance from object and aperture &amp; ISO used by the camera.</p>
<p>It was (almost) pitch black as there are no street lights. My head torch desperately needs new batteries and hardly gave any light, so finding the statues at all was a quite fun experience. Because of the darkness I couldn’t see anything whatsoever through the viewfinder<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/05/a-night-out-with-antony-gormley/#footnote_1_981" id="identifier_1_981" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="I am using a Pentax *istDs ... too old a model to have fancy things like Live View">2</a></sup>, and, given that the flash only fires on shutter release, autofocus was completely useless, too. So this was really a return to quite old-fashioned photography: Guesstimate or, if doing a more long range shot, pace out distance to object (Yay for Outdoor Education skills!), roughly select lens focal point and the flash settings and then pray a lot.</p>
<p>Given all that I am really, really happy how these turned out, especially as this is the first time I used an external flash, ever. I had only a few that were really badly out of focus. All in all there’s 49, but I cut them down to 20 for this post (plus a bonus empty beach one, at the end). I want to add some of these, as slightly more high-res versions, to the Liverpool gallery soon. With those that are very similar to each other which one is your favourite? I have ideas for titles, but usually need quite long until I am happy with them. Feel free to contribute on that end, as well, please.</p>
<p>You can hover your mouse over some of the images to get some extra explanations (via alt-text) now and then.</p>
<div id="attachment_988" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9046.jpg" title="The idea here was to have the statue &quot;appear&quot; out of the darkness, as if about to step into the light."><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9046.jpg" alt="The idea here was to have the statue &quot;appear&quot; out of the darkness, as if about to step into the light." title="The idea here was to have the statue &quot;appear&quot; out of the darkness, as if about to step into the light." width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-988" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Reluctance</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_998" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9059.jpg" title="I particularly like that the water flowing past is visible in this one."><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9059.jpg" alt="I particularly like that the water flowing past is visible in this one." title="I particularly like that the water flowing past is visible in this one." width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-998" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">   </p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1022" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9090.jpg" title="  "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9090.jpg" alt="  " title="  " width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1022" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Bonus photo of nothing!</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1004" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9136.jpg" title=" "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9136.jpg" alt="  " title=" " width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-1004" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">  </p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1005" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9091.jpg" title="Err. Yeah. Flash on maximum power, aperture at 23 and then digitally reducing aperture further."><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9091.jpg" alt="Err. Yeah. Flash on maximum power, aperture at 23 and then digitally reducing aperture further." title="Err. Yeah. Flash on maximum power, aperture at 23 and then digitally reducing aperture further." width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-1005" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Starstruck</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1007" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9097.jpg" title="That reflection ... makes it look as if there actually is an eye?"><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9097.jpg" alt="That reflection ... makes it look as if there actually is an eye?" title="That reflection ... makes it look as if there actually is an eye?" width="401" height="601" class="size-full wp-image-1007" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Alive.</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1010" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9098.jpg" title="  "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9098.jpg" alt="  " title="  " width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1010" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">  </p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1012" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9109.jpg" title="  "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9109.jpg" alt="  " title="  " width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1012" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Accessorise!. </p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1017" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9116.jpg" title="  "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9116.jpg" alt="  " title="  " width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1017" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">  </p></div>
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<div id="attachment_1003" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9071.jpg" title="This was the most involved one of the whole set. I marked the spot I started walking from, toward the statue, to create the trail, then went the long way round to get back to starting point. "><img src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/IMGP9071.jpg" alt="This was the most involved one of the whole set. I marked the spot I started walking from, toward the statue, to create the trail, then went the long way round to get back to starting point. " title="This was the most involved one of the whole set. I marked the spot I started walking from, toward the statue, to create the trail, then went the long way round to get back to starting point. " width="601" height="401" class="size-full wp-image-1003" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Departure.</p></div>
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<li id="footnote_0_981" class="footnote">For those that don’t know: Crosby Beach features an installation by Antony Gormley — <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Another_Place">Another Place</a> (links to wikipedia) — composed of 100 bronze figures facing and, depending on the tide, vanishing in the ocean. </li>
<li id="footnote_1_981" class="footnote">I am using a Pentax *istDs … too old a model to have fancy things like Live View</li>
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		<title>Merry’s gone round.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Instead of a year in review post — or anything much else — this is (mainly) just a few photos. I got new indoor socks — based on the colours of Hundertwasser’s The Road to Socialism, General Lee has a &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2011/01/02/merrys-gone-round/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Instead of a year in review post — or anything much else — this is (mainly) just a few photos. I got new indoor socks — based on the colours of Hundertwasser’s <a href="http://www.hundertwasser.ru/painting/img/1982-Road_to_Socialism-cat833.jpg">The Road to Socialism</a>, General Lee has a fitting scarf (and is happy about it), my camera’s grown up, and then there’s that pillow that can be turned into a blanket and back — my new reading spot, including heater and the remnants of cake visible. I also finally fixed some of the problems with the gallery so a first batch of “Liverpool” photos is up now (click the last image to go there). More galleries and like upcoming.</p>
<div id="attachment_955" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/The_Road_To_Socialism.jpg" title="The road to socialism"><img class="size-full wp-image-955 " title="The road to socialism" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/The_Road_To_Socialism.jpg" alt="The Road To Socialism" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">The Road to Socialism</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_956" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Generall_Lee.jpg" title="General Lee"><img class="size-full wp-image-956 " title="General Lee" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Generall_Lee.jpg" alt="General Lee" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">General Lee (with scarf)</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_957" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Generall_Lee_Happy.jpg" title="General Lee Happy"><img class="size-full wp-image-957" title="General Lee Happy" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Generall_Lee_Happy.jpg" alt="General Lee Happy" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">General Lee happy</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_958" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/growing_up.jpg" title="Grown up"><img class="size-full wp-image-958 " title="Grown up" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/growing_up.jpg" alt="Grown up camera" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Camera attachments (with bathroom mirror special effect!)</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_959" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 748px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/pillow_blanket.jpg" title="Pillow Blanket"><img class="size-full wp-image-959 " title="Pillow Blanket" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/pillow_blanket.jpg" alt="Pillow Blanket" width="738" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">It’s a pillow. Or a blanket.</p></div>
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<div id="attachment_962" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/gallery/cities/liverpool" title="Death"><img class="size-full wp-image-962" title="Death" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/0004-death.jpg" alt="Death" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Liverpool Gallery (click to enter)</p></div>
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		<title>Project Dreams #1: WHY?</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[But why? Why restore a building that has been abandoned for now nearly 30 years? Before I go in to details — as promised in the previous post — about my motivation for this project a short update: I’ve talked &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/11/27/project-dreams-1-why/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>But why? Why restore a building that has been abandoned for now nearly 30 years? Before I go in to details — as promised in the <a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/">previous post</a> — about my motivation for this project a short update:</p>
<p>I’ve talked to the city council; First to a really nice person at the Liverpool direct who started telling me about her memories and experiences of the Futurist, and then mentioning many, many other cinemas here in Liverpool now closed. She also provided a phone number within the City Council for further information whom I then called up directly.</p>
<p>Sadly, that turned into a dead end. The City Council does not own the Futurist, it is in private hands, and they can not provide any information on the current owner. Next step: The Landregister — who charge a fee of £4. At the moment I am double and triple checking I have the correct address before sending out a request. I have also just ordered <a href="http://www.thefuturist.org.uk">thefuturist.org.uk</a> for this project to separate it from my blog.</p>
<p><strong>The Motivation</strong></p>
<p>So why do this, then? On the one hand — quite simply — because I love the building, like the idea, and am enthralled by cinemas and film. The building attracted me, ever since I first came to Liverpool four and a half years ago — the contrast between the Futurist name, the “outmoded” Edwardian architectural style and the clear signs of neglect. I want to because it is something I just would like to do. That really <strong>should</strong> be enough of a motivation and explanation. All else really is secondary.</p>
<p><strong>Questions</strong></p>
<p>But, there is, as always, more. On a slightly less shallow level this is a response to the idea of “The Big Society” floating around and the fears the political course of the current government gives raise to among most of the people I’ve talked to. It’s a lucky, but not completely random, coincidence that the Futurist closed in July 1982. In political history the years around 1982 are important — the Toxteth Riots occurred a year before — and by early 1982 the 80s recession reached its worst stages as the UK’s unemployed exceeded 3,000,000 for the first time since the 1950s. As such the Futurist closed exactly amidst political and economic developments people fear are about to be repeated. What better time to initiate an attempt to re-open and re-claim something that was lost then? </p>
<p>The Futurist features an installation as part of the Biennial here in Liverpool at the moment. <a href="http://www.biennial.com/content/LiverpoolBiennial2008/International10Touched/EmeseBenczúr11/Overview.aspx">Emese Benczúr</a> is asking people if they are thinking about the future, through a sign just above the Futurist’s former entrance. The two fairly relevant statements — quoting from the Biennial guide — connected to this installation are that “[…] while ‘time’ is a given, the way we use the time given depends on our free will and conscious decisions” and “Emese Benczúr points the finger at an end of an era: in a <em>Blade Runner</em> like scenario of abandoned buildings, there is little for positivist thinking.“<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/11/27/project-dreams-1-why/#footnote_0_911" id="identifier_0_911" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Biggs, L., Domela, P., Waldron, S., and Kirk, A. (eds.) (2010), liverpool biennial, International Festival of Contemporary Art, 18 Sept - 28 Nov 2010, The Guide, Liverpool: Liverpool Biennial Contemporary Art Ltd, 62-63. ">1</a></sup> Despite restoring the building I aim to ask questions. Do you think of the future? What future do you want? What do you do with your time? What society do you dream of? Who do you want to organize and shape that future?  Do you keep thinking positive, even amidst a time of abandoned buildings — which, in the case of Liverpool, have been abandoned for decades? What dreams do you wish to see fulfilled?</p>
<blockquote><p>We want to give citizens, communities and local government the power and information they need to come together, solve the problems they face and build the Britain they want.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/11/27/project-dreams-1-why/#footnote_1_911" id="identifier_1_911" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="From the opening paragraph of the Building the Big Society document. ">2</a></sup> </p></blockquote>
<p>The idea that a local and citizen based focus should be at the core of policy — whether that will be ever actually politically realised, valued and established or not — seems to be among the publicly highlighted core focus of current political leaders. Not just from the Tory / LibDem front, but also Labour, as Miliband aims to consult with local organisations and groups about Labour policy “beyond New Labour”:</p>
<blockquote><p>The first tranche of reviews will lead to a state of the nation document in 2011, Modern Britain’s Ambitions, before further specific policy work is done, which will form the basis of detailed policy-making leading up to the next general election manifesto.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/11/27/project-dreams-1-why/#footnote_2_911" id="identifier_2_911" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="From this Guardian Article.">3</a></sup></p></blockquote>
<p>I am not trying to make a political statement here, even if all actions and inactions are of course political in nature. I am not interested in party politics — nor is this project really related to the focus of the current policies implemented. But I want to suggest that society has, can and will operate outside a top-down planned approach to politically transform it. If this project works it can be an example — there are a lot of buildings in this town that could be saved, re-opened and re-claimed for the public good by similar schemes — without waiting for someone else to do this for us. So tell me, do you think about the Future?</p>
<p><strong>Storytelling</strong></p>
<p>I also do not only want to prevent a building’s death, restoring it and re-establishing it. As mentioned in the previous post I see this as an art work as much as a non-profit project. I want to restore people’s memories alongside and keep them alive. Memories about the Futurist. Memories of Liverpool connected to the area around the building. Memories of people’s lives connected to the building. Memories of what film meant and means to them. Instead of just only being inward focused on restoring the building I’d like to go out and collect these, talk to people, ask them to submit and restore the part of the building that’s not physical — the human history connected to it. These the stories of what was.</p>
<p>I want to document the story of the restoration of the building itself. Asking those that participate to illustrate their connections to cinema, their hopes, aspirations, their dreams of the future. What motivates people participating? What struggles does the team face restoring the building? These the stories of what is.</p>
<p>The Futurist itself, once re-opened, would be the story of what will be.</p>
<p><strong>Beyond Cinema — uses for the building</strong></p>
<p>As a non-profit organisation I feel the social aspect is to be stressed. Like two of the examples linked to in the first post <a href="http://www.electricpalace.com/staticpages/index.php?page=venue-hire">Harwich Electric Palace Cinema</a> and <a href="http://www.blackpoolgrand.co.uk/information/6/78/Theatre-Hire-amp%3B-Functions.htm">Grand Theatre Blackpool</a> the building could / should be available for non-cinema occasions outside the evenings / screenings.</p>
<p>Given the question asked, above, about Society the aim is to — in some form or other — contribute more directly to society then just through being a cinema.</p>
<p>One possible use came up during a recent biennial talk. A lecturer at one of Liverpool’s universities aims to establish a free university in Liverpool in response to the tuition fee changes and teaching fund cuts. As a location the cinema would lean itself, easily, to be used as a lecture theatre during the day.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/11/27/project-dreams-1-why/#footnote_3_911" id="identifier_3_911" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="As would, of course, that other cinema across the road - the now closed ABC / Forum. But that&#039;s Project Dreams #1.5 :) ">4</a></sup>.
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<li id="footnote_0_911" class="footnote">Biggs, L., Domela, P., Waldron, S., and Kirk, A. (eds.) (2010), <em>liverpool biennial, International Festival of Contemporary Art, 18 Sept — 28 Nov 2010, The Guide</em>, Liverpool: Liverpool Biennial Contemporary Art Ltd, 62–63. </li>
<li id="footnote_1_911" class="footnote">From the opening paragraph of the <em><a href="http://www.cabinetoffice.gov.uk/media/407789/building-big-society.pdf">Building the Big Society</a></em> document. </li>
<li id="footnote_2_911" class="footnote">From this <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/politics/2010/nov/27/ed-miliband-renew-labour-party-squeezed-middle">Guardian Article</a>.</li>
<li id="footnote_3_911" class="footnote">As would, of course, that other cinema across the road — the now closed ABC / Forum. But that’s Project Dreams #1.5 <img src='http://www.confession-box.org/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  </li>
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<p>How does one achieve something unachievable? By not trying to. A project like this will fail, instantly, if going at it with a “we’ll restore this building, we’ll be done tomorrow” attitude. From a project management perspective the way forward is to break this down into small projects, one at a time, each successive one a little closer to the far off target of a non-profit cinema/venue way way ahead in an undetermined future/ist.</p>
<p>Please note that as with my first post these are my ruminations and I haven’t discussed them with anyone yet. That means I really yearn for feedback from here on down, your own ideas, suggestions and of course further thoughts. Nothing is set in stone. This is just a framework to go from and to have something on paper to work on.</p>
<p>I’d suggest to set the project up in a phased based manner. The most familiar process to me would be that of software development — the goal is to work along a roadmap, reaching milestones and re-assessing the project and further plans at every major milestone reached. I also feel it is essential to not attempt to look ahead too far — there will be issues and developments that are just unforeseeable. Trying to look to far to the future, in this case, also causes vertigo.</p>
<p>Rather than asking people — that is you — to sign up for the whole project, we’d all only sign up for each phase and can elect to commit for another once that phase is complete. Each phase should have a number of conditions / goals that need to be reached for that phase to be complete. To make this less abstract — here’s what the first two phases could look like.</p>
<p><strong>Phase 1: Brainstorming, research, the building and a webpage.</strong></p>
<p>Phase 1, where this project is now, would have to build the basis for all that follows. It has six — suggested — goals that need to be reached for the phase to be complete:</p>
<ol>
<li>Recruit a core group.</li>
<li>Brainstorm the project and build a structure for it.</li>
<li>Learn about and from other projects like these.</li>
<li>Research and assess the building in detail.</li>
<li>Design and build a web-page with a solid backend and database structure.</li>
<li>Decide on goals for and set up the next phase.</li>
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<p>Recruiting a core group says what it means. At this point I feel it makes more sense to keep this small and focused rather than big and chaotic. I’d doubt a group much larger than ten would be necessary or even manageable — though it is of course always possible to have guests and additional help coming in. The most important thing about this group is enthusiasm, responsibility, a good damn amount of (sardonic) humour and that the people going through this phase are actually able and happy to work together.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/#footnote_0_897" id="identifier_0_897" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Ask yourself why you would want to participate in this. If it&#039;s primarily for your ego I&#039;d prefer you&#039;d stay away from the core planning group. You are still more than welcome to help though!">1</a></sup>  I have a few in mind (hello!) and I am sure if you are interested you have a few on your mind, too. The specialists required in this phase are someone with knowledge about restoration and a skilled webdesigner (more on that below). Potentially someone that can assist with finance, calculations and market evaluation.</p>
<p>Point two and three go together, really. There need to be an ongoing discussion on how the group actually wants to organise this; we’ll need to look at examples, talk to people that participated in similar projects and the like. I don’t believe in authoritarian leadership. Authority is a tool, not a purpose. As a bit of a fun part this might open up opportunities to visit those other restoration projects and talk to people there in person.</p>
<p>Researching and assessing the building is the major part of this phase as it will inform so much else. Who owns the building, what is the owner’s attitude to a project like this, how can we collaborate with them, what is the damage, what are the most pressing repairs that need to be done, what is a good way to structure the repairs? My guess is that the most pressing matter likely would be to fix the roof and make sure that structurally the building is still safe. This assessment is all important because without having an estimate about what needs to be done to the building it will be impossible to set any funding targets or plan how to proceed.</p>
<p>I’d also like to have a webpage set up by the end of this phase, to help with recruitment and outreach. I’d insist on something that’s designed to a professional level from the get go rather then having to massively re-design later. A webpage is so important for a project relying on interaction with the public and on gathering interest. This must look trustworthy, solid and inviting. But I’d also would want this to be a database system that helps us when recruiting — i.e. to include a flexible/detailed sign up form where people can indicate that they are willing to contribute and in what way they want to contribute. This database needs to be easily searchable. So, if we need people with carpeting skills, rather than having them all on the project at all time, it should be possible to filter those that indicated that is a way they could and would want to contribute. We could then contact them when the time is right to see if they are available. The webpage would have to provide an opportunity to sign up for a newsletter, leave comments and to interact. I favour transparency — telling people what is happening as much as possible and updating frequently.</p>
<p>And it would also be great to begin to collect people’s memories and stories about the Futurist through, among other ways, this webpage. Ask for people to submit any old photos, specifically of what the interior of the building used to look like. Ask them to submit any surviving newspaper clippings that concern the building.</p>
<p><strong>Phase 2: Starting the recruitment drive, finances, legalities and becoming non-profit </strong></p>
<p>Here’s where the project will get a little more serious. Each successive step will move further in that direction and each successfully completed phase will make it harder to just walk away and say “this is madness”. Be warned. Obviously this is even more speculation then my suggestion above, given that it depends on what happens during phase one.</p>
<p>At this point we have: A working webpage to interact with the public which is<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/#footnote_1_897" id="identifier_1_897" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="The webpage.">2</a></sup> ready to collect the information people feed us and which has the facilities to assist recruitment.  We know what the situation with the building is like, what repairs will need to be done, and which ones are the most pressing. We know whether the current owner of the building is permissive to us, or if we need to start a convincing act or<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/#footnote_2_897" id="identifier_2_897" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="I did mention things might get way more serious at this point.">3</a></sup> even outright have to raise funds to purchase the building. We have explored other similar projects, potentially visited them, and talked to a lot of people, beginning to build a network.</p>
<p>Here’s what needs to be done in phase two:</p>
<ol>
<li>Recruit a core group.</li>
<li>Brainstorm the project and evaluate what has happened in phase one.</li>
<li>Make the project known widely. Find celebrity patrons willing to officially support the project, contact news agencies, start releasing viral videos on the internet, go out in the community and talk to people. A lot of public relation work.</li>
<li>Begin to recruit people willing to help with all the volunteering tasks needed. We know what repairs need to be done. We know in what order. This helps give structure. As with the general project itself I feel that small manageable projects that we can advertise for and co-operate on with the volunteering centres available are key to make this a success.</li>
<li>Set up a non-profit organisation. We need this in place from here on down to be able to legally start fund-raising and become an entity. I’ve put this in phase two, rather than phase one, so that it remains easier to scrap everything while we are in phase one should it all get too scary. There needs to be a decision made (based on legal advice) whether this non-profit organisation is the same that later on runs the building or whether restoring the building and maintaining it are two entirely different projects.</li>
<li>Decide on goals for and set up the next phase.</li>
</ol>
<p><strong>Phase 3: Into the looking glass</strong></p>
<p>I have no clue about and don’t even want to consider this phase in a lot of detail yet. I would guess this would be where the actual repair works on the building starts.</p>
<p><strong>The Documentary Subcommittee</strong></p>
<p>And then — there’s that other bit that I have alluded to in all of the above. To me this is not just a restoration of a building. I see this as an art project on a really big scale.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/#footnote_3_897" id="identifier_3_897" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="The panorama photos I do, now and then, would, if I&#039;d have them printed, be meters wide and meters high. I like to think big, if you didn&#039;t notice yet.">4</a></sup> The aim is to restore a cinema. It’s the perfect “topic“for someone to make a documentary on. I’d like to invite a documentarian and her/his team (this doesn’t have to be the same one for the length of the project) to follow the success or failure of this. A team that has absolutely free hand on how they organise themselves, how that documentary looks like, etc. — but that assists the project by providing video material and recordings that can go on the webpage or be used to generate additional buzz. As mentioned above transparency is important to me.</p>
<p>This then is my suggested plan. Go wild in your comments and rip it apart. You can also send an e-mail to “futurist at confession-box.org” if you don’t want to comment in public.</p>
<p>If you were to ask me if I am scared about what exactly I am suggesting here, then I’d say “hell yes”. But pretty much anything I’ve done in my life I’ve done because it was something that scared me. One of my good friends, Helena, once said that we are defined by our fears, rather than our successes. Well you monsters under the bed, you Edward’s with the scissor hands, you global rising temperatures and financial pressures: bring it on!<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/27/project-dreams-1-the-organisation/#footnote_4_897" id="identifier_4_897" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Just please, please someone keep Tinky Winky away from me.">5</a></sup></p>
<p>I have an appointment with the city council tomorrow morning to start to look into who owns the Futurist. My next post will talk about my motivations for this project, and with the one after that I can hopefully start to introduce the team! Finally, because this post is really, really dry, here’s a motivational <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/oct/26/kenya-plane-homemade">link</a>.
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<li id="footnote_0_897" class="footnote">Ask yourself why you would want to participate in this. If it’s primarily for your ego I’d prefer you’d stay away from the core planning group. You are still more than welcome to help though!</li>
<li id="footnote_1_897" class="footnote">The webpage.</li>
<li id="footnote_2_897" class="footnote">I did mention things might get way more serious at this point.</li>
<li id="footnote_3_897" class="footnote">The panorama photos I do, now and then, would, if I’d have them printed, be meters wide and meters high. I like to think big, if you didn’t notice yet.</li>
<li id="footnote_4_897" class="footnote">Just please, please someone keep Tinky Winky away from me.</li>
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		<title>Project Dreams #1: The Futurist</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Oct 2010 17:57:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Futurist was Liverpool’s first custom built cinema, opened in 1912, and closed 1982. According to this BBC article it features a marble foyer, has a lift and was the first cinema to show films with sound (in Liverpool?). It &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/23/project-dreams-1-the-futurist/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="attachment_868" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 810px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Futurist.jpg" title="Futurist"><img class="size-full wp-image-868" title="Futurist" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Futurist.jpg" alt="Futurist" width="800" height="534" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">The Futurist (photo by Jackie Passmore)</p></div>
<p>The Futurist was Liverpool’s first custom built cinema, opened in 1912, and closed 1982. According to <a href="http://www.bbc.co.uk/liverpool/localhistory/journey/lime_street/cinemas/futurist.shtml">this BBC article</a> it features a marble foyer, has a lift and was the first cinema to show films with sound (in Liverpool?).  It is one of the many cinemas around the UK that were abandoned and just left to fall apart since.</p>
<p>It seems to be a magnificent building — both inside and out, but is in a quite awful state. It is apparently marked for demolition, but as so many buildings in Liverpool hasn’t been for years and years and years now. One of the reasons for demolition floating around the web is that supposedly its roof has collapsed. While there certainly are a number of quite enormous holes visible in the roof in this 2004 video, it doesn’t look so damaged that it is about to collapse completely.</p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2_JRTwP4J0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2_JRTwP4J0</a></p>
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<p>Currently Liverpool has two big cinemas in the city centre. The newly built Odeon in Liverpool One — a big Hollywood style commercial cinema — and FACT’s Cinemas with a mixture of arthouse and more mainstream films. What Liverpool doesn’t have is a programme cinema, the type of cinema I like above all others.</p>
<p>There’s one, for example, not far from where my parents live, in Germany — a former Communist cinema in the backroom of a pub — that focuses on independent type movies and mostly takes them in at the end of their run, paying less in rent fees than if they’d aim for up-to-date or early release. What that cinema has is atmosphere, rather than high tech equipment. It’s in a 60s style that’s maintained on purpose; advertisements at the beginning of the movie mainly are simply slides (by now quite faded) of local business sponsors. It features two projection screens in different rooms, but has only one projection room, so the second screen is projected via a set of mirrors. It draws an audience that more mainstream venues don’t — it doesn’t make a lot of money, but enough to survive.</p>
<p>I would hope there’s room for a third cinema in the vain of independent cinemas within Liverpool city centre. So … here’s Project Dream #1: Restore and re-open the Futurist.</p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZXBsuwN5J0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZXBsuwN5J0</a></p>
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<p>Given the damage and the state the building is in this is a mad-cap project from a financial perspective. It will not be a profitable thing to do, and would likely need millions and millions if tackled in the general way that restoration projects are done. This must be a not-for-profit and community / volunteering based project to get anywhere — and remain a not-for-profit venture should it ever reopen.</p>
<p>I don’t have any qualifications, whatesoever, to initiate a project like this. But that’s what actually makes me so interested in trying. What I do know is that similar projects have been started and have been successful elsewhere.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/10/23/project-dreams-1-the-futurist/#footnote_0_867" id="identifier_0_867" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="See these links for examples: 1 and 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7">1</a></sup> I also know, since working with the Tanzania Book Project, that there’s a lot of surprising resources available in Liverpool if one just searches for them.</p>
<p>We needed, for example, a space to store the books we collected and struggled finding one. We eventually called into a talk show on the radio and were contacted by a Liverpool based industrialist who offered us to use one of his factories as a storage space free of charge. He had planned to sell it and actually de-listed and took it off the market, as we needed it for a whole year.</p>
<div id="attachment_875" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 650px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Tanzania_Book_Project.jpg" title="Tanzania_Book_Project"><img class="size-large wp-image-875" title="Tanzania_Book_Project" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Tanzania_Book_Project-1024x178.jpg" alt="Tanzania Book Project" width="640" height="111" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Tanzania Book Project Storage</p></div>
<p>This is the first time I mention this idea to anyone or anywhere and there’s a lot of unknowns with this. But then all these uncertainties actually quite easily offer up an initial agenda.</p>
<p>1) Who owns the building. My hope would be that it is in City Council hands, rather then privately owned. This is one thing to chase up with the council.</p>
<p>2) How damaged is the building really? I’ve been trawling Urban Explorer communities, but while they certainly have the building on their list of places to examine, no-one’s gained access yet. But, given that a lot of Biennial activities over the years involved and used the building it should be possible to gain access and document. Someone with an idea of restoration that could assess and provide an initial opinion would be necessary. Even if this is the point at which the project is deemed impossible — I am sure this would be an exciting exploration opportunity that would result in nice photos / footage.</p>
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<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xjr_y3QVPyw">www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xjr_y3QVPyw</a></p>
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<p>3) How feasible is the project really? There’s a good number of non-profit organisations in Liverpool that work in the cultural sector, including the Bombed-Out church project that is probable the most similar idea. There’s potential to network here, but also the chance to learn from those other non-profit restoration projects I’ve linked to. Given that it is on Lime Street and right in the middle of the city centre certainly should be a positive aspect. This would need someone with marketing / market assessment knowledge.</p>
<p>4) What is the history of the building? I am sure there’s more to be dug up then the little that’s available on the web. From reading around there are certainly a lot of people out there reminiscing and  nostalgic about the cinema — so there’s potential out there to tap in and gain support. The more there is known about the building the easier it would be to make a case as for why it is worthwhile to restore.</p>
<p>5) Legalities. For a project like this to operate on a non-profit basis, the restored building certainly would have to abide by building and safety regulations, which quite likely have changed a lot since it was last used and accessible to the public. There’s the need to set up a non-profit organisation at the very easiest, and loads and loads of legal hurdles ahead.</p>
<p>6) Funding &amp; Finances. No matter how much can be done via volunteering and general help (I am sure there’s a lot of building material and even machinery out there for very little) there will be needs for funds, eventually. While voluntary work can cover a lot, fixing the roof and similar difficult operations are likely outside what enthusiasm alone can do. There will be costs and if only for sending letters and buying stamps. So looking into opportunities — are there grants out there; are there organisations supporting restorations like these — are initial steps. As with anything, once plans are more definite, fund-raising activities and the like would come down the road. To be on proper footing someone with knowledge and experience of accounting would certainly be helpful.</p>
<p>There’s much, much more to be considered, of course, but — personally — I think all this needs as a start is a small team of people that are committed and want to suss out all these initial issues, draw up a plan and  then start working toward implementing it. I assume this to take decades, rather then years, to go from initial plan to finished restoration and reopening. I can guarantee a lot of setbacks, problems and headaches along the way. I promise it’ll be a lot of work for nothing.  I know it is incredibly naive and insanely ambitious. I know it is absolutely stupid. I am sure there’s a huge chance that a project like this will fail in a massive manner.</p>
<p>If you were to ask me if I am serious about this the answer would be “no, I’m not”. Not at this point. But I am also quite aware that pretty much any successful restoration project like this started with someone saying “wouldn’t it be awesome if” and someone else responding “well let’s check it out”. I am very aware that for anything like this to happen a few people need to get together and think, discuss and research this, pretending that they actually are serious about it. It’s very likely it’s impossible to do. But it will be fun and exhilarating finding out.</p>
<p>Who’s in?</p>
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<li id="footnote_0_867" class="footnote">See these links for examples: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dome_Cinema,_Worthing#The_restoration_of_the_Dome">1</a> and <a href="http://www.worthingdomecinema.com/1989_1.php">2</a>, <a href="http://livingnorth.greatbritishlife.co.uk/article/rise-and-rise-of-the-phoenix-cinema-18467/">3</a>, <a href="http://www.blackpoolgrand.co.uk/information/6/40/Heritage-and-Conservation.htm">4</a>, <a href="http://www.electricpalace.com/staticpages/index.php?page=Restoration">5</a>, <a href="http://www.durkan.co.uk/news-durkan-to-renovate-britains-oldest-cinema.asp">6</a>, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tyneside_Cinema">7</a></li>
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		<description><![CDATA[During a social evening / event with the MA recently a discussion diverted to sexism &#38; porn and A. mentioned that (still true) feminist tenet that there needs to be education of young men to just how wrong this is. &#8230; <a class="more-link" href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>During a social evening / event with the MA recently a discussion diverted to sexism &amp; porn and A. mentioned that (still true) feminist tenet that there needs to be education of young men to just how wrong this is. But I think the more dangerous, scary and ultimately much more important problem isn’t really pornography. Porn is the obvious, easy target. What really begs deconstruction is family entertainment. Enter <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/AndyRehfeldt" target="_blank">Andy Rehfeldt</a>’s version of a Conway Twitty song<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/#footnote_0_440" id="identifier_0_440" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Yes - this is all really only about pushing another youtube musician. With Rehfeldt it&#039;s all about the arrangements and pretty much perfect audio/video synchronisation.">1</a></sup>:</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQsiLDAxud0">www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQsiLDAxud0</a></p>
<p><strong>Lyrics</strong><sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/#footnote_1_440" id="identifier_1_440" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Original song &amp;amp; video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2aeRg_yMSE">2</a></sup>:</p>
<p><em>I see the sparkling little diamond on your hand<br />
It’s plain to see that you’ve already got a man<br />
I can see you’re not about to fall for any of my lines<br />
I see the want to in your eyes<br />
Deep in your smile there’s a quiet, soft desire<br />
Like the embers of a once raging fire<br />
You know I could light that fire again,<br />
you know it isn’t wise<br />
I see the want to in your eyes</p>
<p>How strong’s a band of gold<br />
Is it strong enough to hold,<br />
when a love has grown cold<br />
and A woman wants a love, sweet<br />
and warm<br />
How many women just like you have<br />
silent schemes.<br />
How many men like me do they sleep<br />
with in their dreams<br />
You can stay or you can go and<br />
although I sympathize<br />
I still see the want to in your eyes<br />
I see the want to in your eyes</p>
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<p>Yes, it’s a 1974 song.  But there’s more than enough equally disturbing and wrong perceptions floating around in the accepted and every day. I am not providing further examples as this is not meant to be an in depth discussion. It’s more of a call to closely listen.</p>
<p>And before I will abruptly change the topic I have to highlight my absolute favourite of Andy Rehfeldt’s cover versions: His rendering of Louis Armstrong’s <em>It’s a wonderful world</em>.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFXP-eEVVXg">www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFXP-eEVVXg</a></p>
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<p>Which brings me to that part of the blog that is about summing up event’s in my life. As a memory, as a reminder, as, quite simply, a journal to look back to, eventually.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/#footnote_2_440" id="identifier_2_440" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="I have re-designed my webpage, as you can see. I am not done with that, yet, but I have, in the process, imported all the posts from my two livejournal blogs. At the moment these are still private as I have to sift through them and decide what I am ok with sharing here in this far more public space. But there will be more entries here eventually. Keep checking the archives. The re-design will hopefully also inspire more frequent updates again.">3</a></sup>  Kyriaki committed suicide. Then, not long after, two of my friends had people close to them die, as well. I’ve been to Sweden — got to know and stayed with H. &amp; M.<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/#footnote_3_440" id="identifier_3_440" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="I&#039;ll answer your e-mail, soon. Promise!">4</a></sup> — and participated in a writing retreat in Stockholm. My parents tried to reach Portugal’s Atlantic coast on bicycle from Germany, but had to abandon their journey more than 2000 km in, 10 km before reaching the Spanish border, when my father’s bicycle broke down. Damage that wasn’t possible to repair on the go. They took Spanish lessons for months, but are happy enough about the journey, despite not reaching Spain. P. moved out. M. moved in. I bought a chrysanthemum (yellow) and a begonia (red). M. and me rearranged the furniture in the lounge<sup><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/2010/09/26/ispotentiallyaremaycouldbe-street/#footnote_4_440" id="identifier_4_440" class="footnote-link footnote-identifier-link" title="Kyriaki helped me move in here, a year ago.">5</a></sup>.</p>
<p>I am trying to dig up background info to Kyriaki’s death. I know, through one of her friends, that she wanted me to have her bicycle. I am trying to retrieve that — as well as a George Perec’s <em>L’espace d’espace</em> and some writing samples I lent her. I’d planned to suggest a project combining Architecture and Writing, so <em>L’espace d’espace</em> was a sensible example. She’d introduced me to Bernard Tschumi’s <em>The Manhattan Transcripts.</em> I’ll miss our shared interest in the abstract and experimental arts — we explored the variety of exhibitions and installations that move through Liverpool so often.</p>
<p>My attempts to collect these things have all failed so far. The landlady never turns up at agreed upon dates and times. I am not too concerned that she will empty Kyriaki’s flat before I can retrieve them; I have lived in the same building for a while and know that she (the landlady) just is far enough on the disorganised side that “next week” often means “sometimes in the next few months”. Still — it’s unnerving. It’s painful sitting in front of that house, waiting.</p>
<p>I think I’ve spotted Kyriaki’s adopted cat vanishing into a boarded up house, once. She fed it, throwing cat food down from the kitchen window to the overgrown garden where this semi-wild cat often stayed during the day. The cat printed on the bag of the brand of cat food Kyriaki bought was a carbon copy of the cat she’d adopted.</p>
<p>I guess I will return to this topic in subsequent entries.</p>
<div id="attachment_815" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 610px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/chrysanthemum.jpg" title="Chrysanthemum"><img class="size-full wp-image-815" title="Chrysanthemum" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/chrysanthemum.jpg" alt="" width="600" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Chrysanthemum</p></div>
<div id="attachment_816" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 611px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/begonia.jpg" title="Begonia"><img class="size-full wp-image-816" title="Begonia" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/begonia.jpg" alt="" width="601" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Begonia</p></div>
<div id="attachment_817" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 610px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/seedbomb.jpg" title="Seedbomb"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-817" title="Seedbomb" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/seedbomb.jpg" alt="Planted Seedbomb" width="600" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Planted Seedbomb</p></div>
<div id="attachment_818" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 610px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/seedbomb2.jpg" title="Seedbomb2"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-818" title="Seedbomb2" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/seedbomb2.jpg" alt="Planted Seedbomb" width="600" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Planted Seedbomb</p></div>
<div id="attachment_819" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 411px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/aquarium.jpg" title="aquarium"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-819" title="aquarium" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/aquarium.jpg" alt="The Aquarium" width="401" height="600" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">The Aquarium</p></div>
<div id="attachment_820" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 610px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/protect_human.jpg" title="protect_human"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-820" title="protect_human" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/protect_human.jpg" alt="Protect the Human" width="600" height="401" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Protect the Human</p></div>
<div id="attachment_821" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 650px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/furniture.jpg" title="Furniture1"><img class="aligncenter size-large wp-image-821" title="Furniture1" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/furniture-1024x342.jpg" alt="Rearranged Furniture" width="640" height="213" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Rearranged Furniture</p></div>
<div id="attachment_822" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 650px"><a href="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/furniture2.jpg" title="Furniture2"><img class="aligncenter size-large wp-image-822" title="Furniture2" src="http://www.confession-box.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/furniture2-1024x314.jpg" alt="Rearranged Furniture" width="640" height="196" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Rearranged Furniture</p></div>
<p>And finally — here’s the beginning of a post that’s been sitting in my draft’s for a long time. As I don’t remember what exactly the point was — I’ll just include it here:</p>
<p>People seem to like posting lists in their blogs. Lists of favourite books, films, movies, food, etc. I don’t really see the appeal — what’s a favourite and what not is changeable. If you’d ask for recommendations I’d give some, specific to what I know you like, something personalised.  But to go with something that’s fashionable here is a list: The 115 last books (dvds / objects) I loaned out from university library. Tell me if that tells you anything meaningful.</p>
<ol>
<li>Reporting and writing</li>
<li>Manufacturing consent</li>
<li>9–11</li>
<li>Reporting for journalists</li>
<li>Practical newspaper reporting</li>
<li>Global journalism research</li>
<li>Essential reporting</li>
<li>The journalist’s handbook</li>
<li>News, gender and power</li>
<li>Associated Press guide to Internet research and reporting</li>
<li>Investigative journalism</li>
<li>Photography</li>
<li>News narratives and news framing</li>
<li>Intelligence in an insecure world</li>
<li>Rogue states: the use of force in world affairs</li>
<li>Broken flowers</li>
<li>Revengers tragedy</li>
<li>Alien</li>
<li>Environmental education</li>
<li>Outdoor education</li>
<li>The history of British birds</li>
<li>Atlas of the breeding birds of Lancashire and North Merseyside</li>
<li>Interdisciplinary teaching through outdoor education</li>
<li>Outdoors with young people: a leader’s guide to outdoor activities the environment and sustainability</li>
<li>The outdoor classroom</li>
<li>Mountaincraft and leadership</li>
<li>The mountaineering handbook</li>
<li>Fearing Sellafield</li>
<li>Politics: an introduction</li>
<li>Human rights and the environment</li>
<li>Chomsky</li>
<li>Britain’s nuclear waste</li>
<li>Nuclear power</li>
<li>NUCLEAR OR NOT ?</li>
<li>Management of nuclear waste</li>
<li>The human impact on the natural environment</li>
<li>Climate change 2001</li>
<li>Nuclear energy</li>
<li>Renewable energy</li>
<li>Global environmental issues: a climatological approach</li>
<li>Environmental philosophy</li>
<li>The international politics of nuclear waste</li>
<li>Adventure therapy</li>
<li>Therapy within adventure</li>
<li>Theory and practice of counselling &amp; therapy</li>
<li>Counselling</li>
<li>Exploring islands of healing</li>
<li>Whose journeys?</li>
<li>Counselling skills and theory</li>
<li>The Dangers of Sustainable Development</li>
<li>An ozone-free zone?</li>
<li>Can capitalism go Green?</li>
<li>Who’s Afraid of Global Warming?</li>
<li>The competitive destination</li>
<li>Global tourism</li>
<li>Tourism in the Antarctic</li>
<li>Critical issues in tourism</li>
<li>Adventure tourism</li>
<li>Exploring the boundaries of adventure therapy</li>
<li>Tourism and the environment</li>
<li>Toproping</li>
<li>How to rock climb</li>
<li>How to rock climb</li>
<li>How to run a marathon</li>
<li>Co-operative inquiry</li>
<li>Advanced rock climbing</li>
<li>Tourism and development in mountain regions</li>
<li>Mountain environments</li>
<li>Wilderness therapy for women</li>
<li>Recreation ecology</li>
<li>Habitat conservation</li>
<li>Qualitative research interviewing</li>
<li>Grounded theory in practice</li>
<li>Countryside recreation site management</li>
<li>Reflexivity and voice</li>
<li>Headset (computer)</li>
<li>Introduction to counseling</li>
<li>Mountaincraft and leadership</li>
<li>EVERYDAY METEOROLOGY</li>
<li>Mountaineering</li>
<li>The mountain skills training handbook</li>
<li>Headset (computer)</li>
<li>Headset (computer)</li>
<li>Modern environmentalism</li>
<li>Teaching green</li>
<li>Contested natures</li>
<li>The environment in international relations</li>
<li>Gamesters’ handbook 3</li>
<li>Effective leadership in adventure programming</li>
<li>Creative games in groupwork</li>
<li>Becoming critical</li>
<li>Exploring the boundaries of adventure therapy</li>
<li>Experiential learning</li>
<li>Effective leadership in adventure programming</li>
<li>Social research methods</li>
<li>Eco-socialism</li>
<li>Environmental education</li>
<li>The Penguin dictionary of sociology</li>
<li>Ecological applications</li>
<li>Environmental sociology</li>
<li>Environment and politics</li>
<li>Qualitative data analysis</li>
<li>Using computers in qualitative research</li>
<li>Treatment effectiveness of wilderness adventure therapy</li>
<li>The end of nature</li>
<li>Woman and nature</li>
<li>What is nature?</li>
<li>You and the environment</li>
<li>Geography: an integrated approach</li>
<li>Glaciers and glaciations</li>
<li>Fundamentals of the physical environment</li>
<li>Glaciers and landscape</li>
<li>An introduction to physical geography and the environment.</li>
<li>Winter skills</li>
<li>Karst geomorphology and hydrology</li>
</ol>
<ol class="footnotes">
<li id="footnote_0_440" class="footnote">Yes — this is all really only about pushing another youtube musician. With Rehfeldt it’s all about the arrangements and pretty much perfect audio/video synchronisation.</li>
<li id="footnote_1_440" class="footnote">Original song &amp; video here: <a title="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2aeRg_yMSE" href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2aeRg_yMSE">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2aeRg_yMSE</a></li>
<li id="footnote_2_440" class="footnote">I have re-designed my webpage, as you can see. I am not done with that, yet, but I have, in the process, imported all the posts from my two livejournal blogs. At the moment these are still private as I have to sift through them and decide what I am ok with sharing here in this far more public space. But there will be more entries here eventually. Keep checking the archives. The re-design will hopefully also inspire more frequent updates again.</li>
<li id="footnote_3_440" class="footnote">I’ll answer your e-mail, soon. Promise!</li>
<li id="footnote_4_440" class="footnote">Kyriaki helped me move in here, a year ago.</li>
</ol>
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