During a social evening / event with the MA recently a discussion diverted to sexism & porn and A. mentioned that (still true) feminist tenet that there needs to be education of young men to just how wrong this is. But I think the more dangerous, scary and ultimately much more important problem isn’t really pornography. Porn is the obvious, easy target. What really begs deconstruction is family entertainment. Enter Andy Rehfeldt‘s version of a Conway Twitty song1:
Lyrics2:
I see the sparkling little diamond on your hand
It’s plain to see that you’ve already got a man
I can see you’re not about to fall for any of my lines
I see the want to in your eyes
Deep in your smile there’s a quiet, soft desire
Like the embers of a once raging fire
You know I could light that fire again,
you know it isn’t wise
I see the want to in your eyes
How strong’s a band of gold
Is it strong enough to hold,
when a love has grown cold
and A woman wants a love, sweet
and warm
How many women just like you have
silent schemes.
How many men like me do they sleep
with in their dreams
You can stay or you can go and
although I sympathize
I still see the want to in your eyes
I see the want to in your eyes
Yes, it’s a 1974 song. But there’s more than enough equally disturbing and wrong perceptions floating around in the accepted and every day. I am not providing further examples as this is not meant to be an in depth discussion. It’s more of a call to closely listen.
And before I will abruptly change the topic I have to highlight my absolute favourite of Andy Rehfeldt’s cover versions: His rendering of Louis Armstrong’s It’s a wonderful world.
Which brings me to that part of the blog that is about summing up event’s in my life. As a memory, as a reminder, as, quite simply, a journal to look back to, eventually.3 Kyriaki committed suicide. Then, not long after, two of my friends had people close to them die, as well. I’ve been to Sweden – got to know and stayed with H. & M.4 – and participated in a writing retreat in Stockholm. My parents tried to reach Portugal’s Atlantic coast on bicycle from Germany, but had to abandon their journey more than 2000 km in, 10 km before reaching the Spanish border, when my father’s bicycle broke down. Damage that wasn’t possible to repair on the go. They took Spanish lessons for months, but are happy enough about the journey, despite not reaching Spain. P. moved out. M. moved in. I bought a chrysanthemum (yellow) and a begonia (red). M. and me rearranged the furniture in the lounge5.
I am trying to dig up background info to Kyriaki’s death. I know, through one of her friends, that she wanted me to have her bicycle. I am trying to retrieve that – as well as a George Perec’s L’espace d’espace and some writing samples I lent her. I’d planned to suggest a project combining Architecture and Writing, so L’espace d’espace was a sensible example. She’d introduced me to Bernard Tschumi’s The Manhattan Transcripts. I’ll miss our shared interest in the abstract and experimental arts – we explored the variety of exhibitions and installations that move through Liverpool so often.
My attempts to collect these things have all failed so far. The landlady never turns up at agreed upon dates and times. I am not too concerned that she will empty Kyriaki’s flat before I can retrieve them; I have lived in the same building for a while and know that she (the landlady) just is far enough on the disorganised side that “next week” often means “sometimes in the next few months”. Still – it’s unnerving. It’s painful sitting in front of that house, waiting.
I think I’ve spotted Kyriaki’s adopted cat vanishing into a boarded up house, once. She fed it, throwing cat food down from the kitchen window to the overgrown garden where this semi-wild cat often stayed during the day. The cat printed on the bag of the brand of cat food Kyriaki bought was a carbon copy of the cat she’d adopted.
I guess I will return to this topic in subsequent entries.
And finally – here’s the beginning of a post that’s been sitting in my draft’s for a long time. As I don’t remember what exactly the point was – I’ll just include it here:
People seem to like posting lists in their blogs. Lists of favourite books, films, movies, food, etc. I don’t really see the appeal – what’s a favourite and what not is changeable. If you’d ask for recommendations I’d give some, specific to what I know you like, something personalised. But to go with something that’s fashionable here is a list: The 115 last books (dvds / objects) I loaned out from university library. Tell me if that tells you anything meaningful.
- Reporting and writing
- Manufacturing consent
- 9-11
- Reporting for journalists
- Practical newspaper reporting
- Global journalism research
- Essential reporting
- The journalist’s handbook
- News, gender and power
- Associated Press guide to Internet research and reporting
- Investigative journalism
- Photography
- News narratives and news framing
- Intelligence in an insecure world
- Rogue states: the use of force in world affairs
- Broken flowers
- Revengers tragedy
- Alien
- Environmental education
- Outdoor education
- The history of British birds
- Atlas of the breeding birds of Lancashire and North Merseyside
- Interdisciplinary teaching through outdoor education
- Outdoors with young people: a leader’s guide to outdoor activities the environment and sustainability
- The outdoor classroom
- Mountaincraft and leadership
- The mountaineering handbook
- Fearing Sellafield
- Politics: an introduction
- Human rights and the environment
- Chomsky
- Britain’s nuclear waste
- Nuclear power
- NUCLEAR OR NOT ?
- Management of nuclear waste
- The human impact on the natural environment
- Climate change 2001
- Nuclear energy
- Renewable energy
- Global environmental issues: a climatological approach
- Environmental philosophy
- The international politics of nuclear waste
- Adventure therapy
- Therapy within adventure
- Theory and practice of counselling & therapy
- Counselling
- Exploring islands of healing
- Whose journeys?
- Counselling skills and theory
- The Dangers of Sustainable Development
- An ozone-free zone?
- Can capitalism go Green?
- Who’s Afraid of Global Warming?
- The competitive destination
- Global tourism
- Tourism in the Antarctic
- Critical issues in tourism
- Adventure tourism
- Exploring the boundaries of adventure therapy
- Tourism and the environment
- Toproping
- How to rock climb
- How to rock climb
- How to run a marathon
- Co-operative inquiry
- Advanced rock climbing
- Tourism and development in mountain regions
- Mountain environments
- Wilderness therapy for women
- Recreation ecology
- Habitat conservation
- Qualitative research interviewing
- Grounded theory in practice
- Countryside recreation site management
- Reflexivity and voice
- Headset (computer)
- Introduction to counseling
- Mountaincraft and leadership
- EVERYDAY METEOROLOGY
- Mountaineering
- The mountain skills training handbook
- Headset (computer)
- Headset (computer)
- Modern environmentalism
- Teaching green
- Contested natures
- The environment in international relations
- Gamesters’ handbook 3
- Effective leadership in adventure programming
- Creative games in groupwork
- Becoming critical
- Exploring the boundaries of adventure therapy
- Experiential learning
- Effective leadership in adventure programming
- Social research methods
- Eco-socialism
- Environmental education
- The Penguin dictionary of sociology
- Ecological applications
- Environmental sociology
- Environment and politics
- Qualitative data analysis
- Using computers in qualitative research
- Treatment effectiveness of wilderness adventure therapy
- The end of nature
- Woman and nature
- What is nature?
- You and the environment
- Geography: an integrated approach
- Glaciers and glaciations
- Fundamentals of the physical environment
- Glaciers and landscape
- An introduction to physical geography and the environment.
- Winter skills
- Karst geomorphology and hydrology
- Yes – this is all really only about pushing another youtube musician. With Rehfeldt it’s all about the arrangements and pretty much perfect audio/video synchronisation. [↩]
- Original song & video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2aeRg_yMSE [↩]
- I have re-designed my webpage, as you can see. I am not done with that, yet, but I have, in the process, imported all the posts from my two livejournal blogs. At the moment these are still private as I have to sift through them and decide what I am ok with sharing here in this far more public space. But there will be more entries here eventually. Keep checking the archives. The re-design will hopefully also inspire more frequent updates again. [↩]
- I’ll answer your e-mail, soon. Promise! [↩]
- Kyriaki helped me move in here, a year ago. [↩]